yoyo all! (:

haha, actually i did hesitated just now.

RAH! (x

but now no luhs, haha (:

i was quite confused just now, and i thought really alot!

BOOHOOO! xD

but now it seems like nothing luh.

whenever i thought of this few things.

i will ji tao, WOW, give up ! :D

few things:

1) when he said he would tried, but he did not.

2) he keep telling me aiyahs, i dunno lahs! this sentence hurts me.

3) he promised. BUT WHAT NOW!?!?!

4) keep saying that he wanted to study, and lets sms tml .__. HARDWORKING!

5) my feelings really faded due to this few day's toleration whatever~!

6) he dun want any quarrels.

o210o7- the day i tot i would be able to give in, and the day i cried the most.

haha, now think of it, wooo~

felt that i was quite stupid! LAUGHS! :D

that few days..

i hate him damn damn damn damn lot ! cuz my exams are coming.

he hurt me during exams period.

RAH.

but i love him damn damn damn damn lot oso lahs!

so i decided to give in whenever i can.

after this period, seriously,

he makes me feels that .__.

it became one-sided love of mine.

today, i took up so much courage to say break with him, with (:

haha! thanks for leen and wenbin's support (:

wenbin asked me,

will yoo regret?

will yoo forget him?

i said, forget needs time, well, regret, I WON'T EVER!

the reason is, i think break, daryl sure very happy -.-

den why cont to forced him.

aiyahs, all i have to say is:

thanks for hurting me! boohoo!

makes me awake lah (:

or else i still will be crying like dunno what :D

dun cuz of one potato chip, give up the other brand of potato chips O.O

okay lah, he say dun want quarrel, starting i promised myself to stop all quarrels.

but seriously, now not shooting him lah .__.

hope he understand too. hahaha

couple's quarrels is normal and unavoidable de what.

what yoo want siah? want me stop quarrels?

and that day yoo say dao like is all my fault!

i didn't get angry that day is because i really wanted to change!

but what about yoo? yoo wanted? the answer is NO way.

if the both of us gave in tgt, tried tgt, everything will be alright!

but what now? i really think that i'm just torturing myself for NOTHING! :X

n o m o r e p l e a s e.

no quarrrels, so what if no? feelings fade means everything could be solve lah!

heng heng my feelings fade from 70% to 10%!

or else now i also will be torturing myself!

please lah, my life is F&L!

yoo told me not to, i tried, and i did it!

and what yoo've done?

F&L me?

yoo noe yoo really hurts me on the o21oo7.

yoo don't know right?

i just wanted yoo to say 'i love yoo'

LOL, it became what?

i'm forcing yoo?

if yoo dun feel like saying dun say lahh.

stil say ilu!

like i xi han lidat. dun love dun love lah.

i oso dun love yoo liao!

with yoo, gone through so much, but yoo treated it like nothing!

aiyahs, all our neoprints, just use scissors and cut it lah.

i also LL liao. .___.

.__.

oh well, and how many times i told myself everything will be alright?

tmd, each time i told myself this, it hurts me like dunno what :D

wow, when now i says my feelings all in my blog, i really felt quite happy :DDDD

since now, i understand everything, i can relax and find new stead liao! ((((x

after today's afternoon cry,everything is so alright now :D

no longer missing him or whatever :DDD

after a 'rain'

i would be able to see a rainbow eh [:

jiayous ahjie (:

yoo've got many ppl who support yoo!

thanks mum too :D